Thursday 17 March 2011

I remember :)

那天骑着单车,
拿起电话,打起熟悉的字眼
回头,
原来没有忘记,只是想不起

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相当悠闲的一天,星期四 :D

最近洗了照片,蛮喜欢拿着照片的感觉
现在都上传在面子书,还是少了点什么,觉得一张张的照片比较有感觉吧 :)

我记得,你给我买巧克力,
然后傻傻的说,没伤心事不准吃.
我知道,你不想我伤心,即使有也能吃巧克力

我记得,你在半夜给我打电话
担心我有什么心事,没有人会聆听
我一直都很喜欢你,可能我没有说,但你才是我的好朋友

我记得,你喜欢上她
却整天对我抱怨她的不好,
其实,我不是什么很好的女朋友,但是我会当一个对你很好的朋友

我记得,那年你想拉我的手
却在开口前被我制止,
对不起没对你说,你却仍然对我这么好

我记得,那次你在我面前哭
我不了解,一点都不.
我只想陪你一起哭,原来我那么容易被你影响

我记得,我笨得想为你们付出一切时间,
如果那叫天真,我还是宁愿现实一点
值不值得的事情,不是由你来决定,是我的决定

就像我上次说的,照片能记录回忆
但如果有心,根本不需要照片,因为那个情景一直都在心里 :)

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我想感谢
半夜打电话给我的雯
当我是知心朋友的冰
和我一样爱化妆的MIKA
给我美好记忆的你们

下辈子,不要忘了来找我 :')

*世界末日那天,咱们一起死好不好? xD

When you smile,I smile too :)
Clairabell

Friday 4 March 2011

This is a post.About craps on my mind

Life is never a ice-cream with all topping on
So you can stop eating those xD

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okay,so I was a little bored on web I decided to update my blog AGAIN :D
Things changed,please don't ever consider I was a obedient or good student.

I'm always this way,
I don't enjoy meeting that keeps going on & on with the same old boring topic
If you were so worried about it,go solve it.

I don't like to see your face,please don't ever ask me why don't I look straight into you
You disgust me,that's the end of the discussion.

I don't quite like the idea of you calling my name,so what?
You have polluted my name,I hate that.

I don't think you can stop people from talking about you in internet,it's not case sensitive
You don't own the internet,there was never a rule that said we can't do so.

I like the fact that you have a tiny brain yet a big body shape,but I never liked you
You're just a clown in my school life,nothing you said could ever affect me.

I'm going to the damn camp,but guess what,I can bath in my home & eat actual food
I don't mind if I can't be closer with other people,I don't want to anyway.

I don't like you,don't try to sneak in to my best friend list,I had kick you out of it
You never care,why bother to care now? I don't give a damn about you.

I don't like to stand there like a puppet & so I have ADHD,I don't wanna cure it
I know you're boring & all that, don't force me to be like you,you're a DEAD FISH.

I don't mind looking at ugly things but you were too much!
Yes,I've always been like this,look at your 'dreamy' eyes,you can scare people at night.

What's with your mind? So you think you could control people? Ya Don't!
Well,unless you're holding a gun,but that would be impossible.

I know you were concern about me,but I DON'T need you to do that,
I don't care how many years,you WERE my friend,you leave me when I needed help,I don't mind,but don't expect I would ever help you,I won't care even if you want to suicide.

I don't mind if you say bad things about me,I can't ask everyone to like me,
You & your 'come on' all that,I hate it,yet I felt sorry for you as you were a low-educated creature,you made me felt happy about myself.

Let me be harsh on you,I wonder why you can stand looking into the mirror everyday you wake up? Your breathe stink like shit,you were not very nice of a person & you never will be.You have no real friends unless you beg them to be.I despise you.I've never try to talk about your private stuff but you make me did so,OPPS ?

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I've done with my complaining :D

Now,I would like to thanks some people for hearing me out

Thanks ZQ for listening to me,saying all this crap
Thanks to Kent who comfort me about this
Thanks to my friends in 12 who makes me feel better of myself :D

I'm not vulnerable
carrot