WTH?! Shallow!

Secondary school is a place for you to make great friends,
A place for you to study,

But you would wonder so much sometimes,either friends or studies

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So I chat with Kelsey about some weakness on person

Not everyone is perfect,ya you know that,moving on

About friends,I do wonder,and I like my class better,now & always.
There's someone I mention earlier,
Heck ya! A shallow person,wth are you?
You're really immature,just like your uncle & brother say so.

Sometimes I figure,Kelsey was right.
I'm sick of compromising,should have scold you in front of everyone,but I didn't
Ya,I'm a nice person,unlike you,denying others' hard work.

So far,I like my friends,well,not the one I already stop friending :)

Don't get me wrong,I love you guys ;D

Okay,about studies!
"You wanna get A+ right?Just copy la!"
Hell,so when we copy we got the ability to get A+?
WTH is that concept?

I don't deny copying notes somehow helps in studies,but not getting A+.
Sometimes you will find it stupid,
Yes,notes,points & some hard work is required

Nowadays,education is confusing.
Example:we have to have test every month,because American do so?
Awww,that's crap! American get summer & winter break,they get to rest,we don't.
During holidays,we need to prepare for the next exam already!

In addition,Americans usually can choose what course they's probably study in the future & the subjects they REALLY LIKE.

Still,there's successful people in our country,but mostly not here
You know what I mean.

Okay,I'm ranting randomly on people & education
Don't take it personally,just saying ;)

trollin'

Bell

Ahhh....Geez

Okay so I opened tumblr
http://nomnomnom-licious.tumblr.com/
feel free to take a look,because I'm updating tumblr regularly
but I will keep blogger updated too ;D

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It's been a while since I update my blog,well,a lot was going on!

Mae Yee & her family leave this morning,going back to England
I will miss you :)

Mid-year exam is coming soon,I can't ask for help from other school since they are having the exam at the same dates,Shirley knows that!
Stress stress stress!

I just had a Math's course today,and it was boring,as usual.
Kenny can't understand triangle,gosh I was picking up my little knife!
You should really study,Kenny,I hope you do fine in exams :D

Someone can't just grow up,being immature was the biggest thing I regret in my whole life
Hope that someone will figures,geez...kinda awkward,how old should a person be mature?
I mean,you're bloody 17!
 Somewhere in the pea brain of yours,lives wisdom.Try your best to access him

Mika is going to turn 17 officially soon!!!OMG May is such a busy month!
In case I forgot,I will wish you here first:
Happy Birthday!!! xD

Also I had my mom promising me to buy me a mac book,and she said I would do fine being out there,like I'm leaving! There's still 2 years!
Anyway I cherish you as you're such a great mom

Talking about friends,Kelsey & my classmates are the best I could have,or Wendy :D
Ya,I'm not judgemental,but having peple keep on saying rude words in front of you as your friend,kinda make us uncomfortable.
If you wanna use it,you're going to pay for it #just saying

Anyway,summing up so far,life's great!
Melacca class trip is coming after exam
I'll get my new wardrobe soon
I have new friends aka Shirley & others
My friends are all fine!

I love you guys! remember that ;D

Life's so great!

Ah Bell

I remember :)

那天骑着单车,
拿起电话,打起熟悉的字眼
回头,
原来没有忘记,只是想不起

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相当悠闲的一天,星期四 :D

最近洗了照片,蛮喜欢拿着照片的感觉
现在都上传在面子书,还是少了点什么,觉得一张张的照片比较有感觉吧 :)

我记得,你给我买巧克力,
然后傻傻的说,没伤心事不准吃.
我知道,你不想我伤心,即使有也能吃巧克力

我记得,你在半夜给我打电话
担心我有什么心事,没有人会聆听
我一直都很喜欢你,可能我没有说,但你才是我的好朋友

我记得,你喜欢上她
却整天对我抱怨她的不好,
其实,我不是什么很好的女朋友,但是我会当一个对你很好的朋友

我记得,那年你想拉我的手
却在开口前被我制止,
对不起没对你说,你却仍然对我这么好

我记得,那次你在我面前哭
我不了解,一点都不.
我只想陪你一起哭,原来我那么容易被你影响

我记得,我笨得想为你们付出一切时间,
如果那叫天真,我还是宁愿现实一点
值不值得的事情,不是由你来决定,是我的决定

就像我上次说的,照片能记录回忆
但如果有心,根本不需要照片,因为那个情景一直都在心里 :)

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我想感谢
半夜打电话给我的雯
当我是知心朋友的冰
和我一样爱化妆的MIKA
给我美好记忆的你们

下辈子,不要忘了来找我 :')

*世界末日那天,咱们一起死好不好? xD

When you smile,I smile too :)

Clairabell

This is a post.About craps on my mind

Life is never a ice-cream with all topping on
So you can stop eating those xD

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okay,so I was a little bored on web I decided to update my blog AGAIN :D
Things changed,please don't ever consider I was a obedient or good student.

I'm always this way,
I don't enjoy meeting that keeps going on & on with the same old boring topic
If you were so worried about it,go solve it.

I don't like to see your face,please don't ever ask me why don't I look straight into you
You disgust me,that's the end of the discussion.

I don't quite like the idea of you calling my name,so what?
You have polluted my name,I hate that.

I don't think you can stop people from talking about you in internet,it's not case sensitive
You don't own the internet,there was never a rule that said we can't do so.

I like the fact that you have a tiny brain yet a big body shape,but I never liked you
You're just a clown in my school life,nothing you said could ever affect me.

I'm going to the damn camp,but guess what,I can bath in my home & eat actual food
I don't mind if I can't be closer with other people,I don't want to anyway.

I don't like you,don't try to sneak in to my best friend list,I had kick you out of it
You never care,why bother to care now? I don't give a damn about you.

I don't like to stand there like a puppet & so I have ADHD,I don't wanna cure it
I know you're boring & all that, don't force me to be like you,you're a DEAD FISH.

I don't mind looking at ugly things but you were too much!
Yes,I've always been like this,look at your 'dreamy' eyes,you can scare people at night.

What's with your mind? So you think you could control people? Ya Don't!
Well,unless you're holding a gun,but that would be impossible.

I know you were concern about me,but I DON'T need you to do that,
I don't care how many years,you WERE my friend,you leave me when I needed help,I don't mind,but don't expect I would ever help you,I won't care even if you want to suicide.

I don't mind if you say bad things about me,I can't ask everyone to like me,
You & your 'come on' all that,I hate it,yet I felt sorry for you as you were a low-educated creature,you made me felt happy about myself.

Let me be harsh on you,I wonder why you can stand looking into the mirror everyday you wake up? Your breathe stink like shit,you were not very nice of a person & you never will be.You have no real friends unless you beg them to be.I despise you.I've never try to talk about your private stuff but you make me did so,OPPS ?

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I've done with my complaining :D

Now,I would like to thanks some people for hearing me out

Thanks ZQ for listening to me,saying all this crap
Thanks to Kent who comfort me about this
Thanks to my friends in 12 who makes me feel better of myself :D

I'm not vulnerable

carrot

学园篇之巡察员难当 .__.

本小姐当巡察员要5年了,

在读的你们应该知道,巡察员都被认为是学校的'狗'..
(狗不狗的,我不知道,我只知道,我真不想当!)

去年换了个老师以后,根本没什么改善 (个人意见,不要吵多多)

不管当多久,你多谅解学生和老师,你还是会被骂 -.-
不过还是有人乐在其中 (我真搞不懂)

即使有过多开心的回忆,我也是会不喜欢的工作
听好,真的是工作哦,有事没事都要骂一下学生,不然你就是没尽责
老师叫你做就要做,做不好,老师不骂senior骂
*我说的是我看过的,不要讲没有咯,然后讲一些攻击性话语,只让你显得没文化 :)

在这么多的巡察员里面,也会有很多不同的人
就好像你读Biology,一种动物会有成千上万个Species -.-

最常见就是
是又骂,不是又骂的类型
笑一下,"apa yang melucukan?!"
嘴巴痒用舌头舔一下,"Awak buat apa,semua orang serious sini!"
然后很喜欢点人家做东西,
自己错了当没事发生,别人做错骂臭头的那种 -.-

还有博上位的类型
senior在就比考试读书还努力,senior不在就偷懒
很喜欢有事没事问senior这个那个,
一有东西做就抢来做的,
得空就在那里讲要怎样怎样做
说一下自己做过什么厉害的 -.-

我本身属于置身事外型 :D
要duty的时候我会duty,不要跟我过来"junior,你xxxxxx"
duty时间以外,我是不属于巡察员的,
我的自由时间更不会因为你想骂人了就会牺牲
不管什么活动,没必要就不会去,一定要的话我就会去
不过大多数开会他们一直在耶稣 -.-

有一种,拿着鸡毛当令箭的
就那么巧,遇到他,然后跟他讲要管好xxx
过后他会很莫名其妙变成你的ketua -.-
怎样骂人家不出声,是因为不想你在junior面前下衰

什么都不懂要怎样的,我也看过
"明天要做xxx,你怎样?"
"不知道啊..."  "明天给答案啊."
不过不管你问他几次,他的答案还是不知道
就是那种不知道要怎样的人
跟他吃饭,可能花半个小时选菜 -.-

比较好的,就是包青天型的
该骂的时候骂,总是问原因的明理人,
这种人好很多,至少他是真会明白我们
但是在有重要事情时,真的不好意思啦 .__.

我还看过视巡察员如命的
在很久以前,有个人开了个group 'Anti Pengawas'
这个Group里面的人专骂巡察员,
我们可爱的巡察员们就去除魔咯,
然后自己拿来气,在学校讨论学生的不对 -.-

还有哦,只会讲,不会做的!
这种人啊,开会就在那里孙子兵法
你会觉得他讲的方法好像有market酱
但是3,4个月过后你就知道他是在纸上谈兵的 -.-

个人认为,我不需要职位(可能你不信)对我而言,那个sijil不代表什么,你喜欢,不要给就不要给
我不觉得做得越多,得到的回报越大 (正所谓'付出的不一定等于你收回的') xD

基本上没什么好做的,请不要说什么'为什么jiang讲,blah blah...'
一样很有道理的说法就是,吵来吵去没有用的,和平至上 -.-
个人说法就是:
你们有没有幼稚一点,你懂不懂整天'Apa yang melucukan?' 'awak beri muka saya tengok ar?'
'boleh initiative sikit tak?' LOL
其实不要问咯,你问的话就代表我也可以答'awak yang melucukan' 'so obvious lo' 'tak boleh'

*重申一次,我没针对谁,不要自己找位子坐 -.-

 不过你要酱觉得,真的没办法啦

I'm sorry I hate it

Clairabell