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June has been really good to me
I got a new iPhone from my godfather
I watched a live concert with my classmate
My baby doll gave me 8 healthy puppies
.......but I still manage to be depressed somehow
I know,I'm so stupid
That's the thing you have to experience when you're being me
Okay, I was feeling very out of my own life lately
Is it good to feel sorry and depressing at times?
Because I think I'm doing it almost everyday
I don't get very close,and I mean really,really close with a lot of people
even when they welcome me with open arms
I like climbing rocks, swimming, jogging, playing with my dogs etc,etc........Alone
or I just haven't found any friends who would love to do these things with me
Sometimes, I really wished there is someone or some friends who can share these with me
When my friends with a different interests talk, I can't join in any of the conversations
...more like, I don't feel like joining in.
That's an entirely different world, I don't even have the basic interest to see how does it look like.
So, when my friends talk, I'm awfully quiet, sometimes I will leave them there.
but they have never really noticed me
They don't even know that I'm gone.
I don't blame them. I choose not to step into their world.
I am not important to them.
That concludes my life.
I think everyone doesn't care about me or even think I'm there.
Maybe they do, maybe they are just too busy.
I have my own best friends (I don't live 20 years without making a few real friends lol)
Still, I wished there's someone nearby who could make a strong connection with me
because a lot of my close friends live far away from me or have their own life too.
To experience being ignored and unimportant again....No, thank you.
So, yea, I can be everything you want me to be, but you don't know me.
Or maybe because I don't share anything myself too.
What the heck, I don't belong.
I like to climb hills, jog, take photos, sleep and write.
Just be alone with your dogs, Carrot.
Oh...I talk to myself a lot too /__\
and my obsession with YouTubers,particularly Kevin.
Okay, closing time.
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June has been really good to me
I got a new iPhone from my godfather
I watched a live concert with my classmate
My baby doll gave me 8 healthy puppies
.......but I still manage to be depressed somehow
I know,I'm so stupid
That's the thing you have to experience when you're being me
Okay, I was feeling very out of my own life lately
Is it good to feel sorry and depressing at times?
Because I think I'm doing it almost everyday
I don't get very close,and I mean really,really close with a lot of people
even when they welcome me with open arms
I like climbing rocks, swimming, jogging, playing with my dogs etc,etc........Alone
or I just haven't found any friends who would love to do these things with me
Sometimes, I really wished there is someone or some friends who can share these with me
When my friends with a different interests talk, I can't join in any of the conversations
...more like, I don't feel like joining in.
That's an entirely different world, I don't even have the basic interest to see how does it look like.
So, when my friends talk, I'm awfully quiet, sometimes I will leave them there.
but they have never really noticed me
They don't even know that I'm gone.
I don't blame them. I choose not to step into their world.
I am not important to them.
That concludes my life.
I think everyone doesn't care about me or even think I'm there.
Maybe they do, maybe they are just too busy.
I have my own best friends (I don't live 20 years without making a few real friends lol)
Still, I wished there's someone nearby who could make a strong connection with me
because a lot of my close friends live far away from me or have their own life too.
To experience being ignored and unimportant again....No, thank you.
So, yea, I can be everything you want me to be, but you don't know me.
Or maybe because I don't share anything myself too.
What the heck, I don't belong.
I like to climb hills, jog, take photos, sleep and write.
Just be alone with your dogs, Carrot.
Oh...I talk to myself a lot too /__\
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| insert my inspiration of being a better person-Kevjumba who has recently went to a high school he funded to live with the locals Well,life isn't that hard when humans like you exist <3 comment-3--=""> |
Okay, closing time.
